The Words : Before The New 'World'

http://www.mywedding.com/afiqnisah/

Still about 2 months,

before stepping into a whole new 'world'.

Among the long list of wishes and du'as from friends & relatives,

and here's one piece of great & beautiful advice from a senior of Sambestari.

Jazakillahu khairan kathira.

I'll keep this one in mind always.

Insha Allah.

=)

hmmm

hmmmm

*layan*

**tuan punya kepalakotak pun minat lagu ni, lalu dikongsikan bersama**

Pretentious

The man walked out of his lodge,

marching his steps along the small commoner village,

they said he was just an angler,

who chose to fish by a calm river,

though he was wise enough to conquer the sea,

where he could bring back much fortunes from.

carving much glory among his men.

But he would not mind,

for fear of tarnishing his little heart,

by the hideous proud.

For fear of himself being devoured

by the gluttonous fame.

And yet he was there casting his lure,

when his eyes were seeing beyond his glare,

across the blue yonder into the deepest sea,

"Maybe I should set my foot there one day?

No, this is more than enough."

Pretentious,

while that little heart was praying for a better day.

A story

So when the tale is told,

It is a journey of nowhere to begin with,

and it ends with a never ending path.

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*diabetes. cucuk insulin*

Exam Scenario

Dewan exam - dapat kertas soalan

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Oh, soalan ni. familiar. bagus, soalan pass year keluar. 

*Alhamdulillah*

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*mula draft-jawab*

*samar*

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Mula menggoreng.

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Gorengan lancar. Betul nih, yakin. 

Bila check balik jawapan:

bzzzzzztttt

Bound & Forgotten

You who have thrown me,

deep into the vast uncertainty,

casting your guilty look away,

hiding the truth written there in your eyes.

Fallen into the depth,

alone seems I would be,

With every length of this arm would wave,

across the vast blue horizon,

With every thousands word I would call upon,

crossing over the wings of time,

With every miles I chase after you,

shedding these crimson dew of essence,

They seemed to be embracing you,

But you tell the world none of their presence,

You deny their mere existence,

You reminisce every seconds of those moments,

yet you recite them as the forgotten tales.

I wish that the world could hear me,

simply through you,

but it seems to be far away from an ease,

till this oath we made shall come to its end.

Star.

I have been lounging within these days,

alone in this vast windy field of grains,

Searching for ways devoured by the darks,

Of a young barn owl & his endless emprise.

Till the moment I realized,

of every glaze up into the night sky,

I see you beyond the horizons high up there,

as gold dust scattered over the darkest cerulean.

Shines as if the night could never devour,

Carving the faith deep within ; 

You are mightier than these eyes could ever whisper.

Coveting fragments of dream,

To fly up beyond the yonder.

And I have been flying high up into the sky,

Passing through those cloud of the nights,

Admiring to reach upon you,

Even if these wings shall no longer have mights.

Every fall should I accept,

And high up there shall I be,

I have yet to reach you,

Does the distance between us grow greater?

Reaching upon the Star,

will I ever be?

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Yourself without Yourself

If you go the Way, they will open the Way to you.

And if you become nothing, you'll be led to real being.

And if you will be humble, the universe will not contain you,

and you will be shown yourself, without yourself.

[From The Rumi Daybook]

Ku Mohon

Di lubuk hatiku terdalam

Ini yang ku pilih penuh keyakinan

Namun kadang bimbang menyerang

Sanggupkah melangkah ku terus berjalan

Saat badai menderaku

hinggah rapuh dan goyah

Tiada daya tuk bertahan

Hanya Engkau tempat berpegang

Berkatilah setiap semangat jiwa

tuk selalu berjuang di jalan Mu

Terjagalah hati yang kadang redup

Tertiup angin di duniawi

Gemerlap kilauan harta

takhta dan cinta manusia

yang menyesatkan

selamanya...

Saat hujan basahiku

penuh lumpur dan noda

dalam derai air mata

dengarlah permohonan ku

[Lyric of Ku Mohon - Firdaus]

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Lemahnya diri ini kerana membiarkan 'liver' ini hingga cirrhosis..

Oh Allah..

Please give me strength,

and guide my way..

إِيَّاكَ نَعۡبُدُ وَإِيَّاكَ نَسۡتَعِينُ

Hero.

A man stands upon the world as nobody,

whilst he never knows that he is the world of somebody,

And a man runs as a no one through his days to tomorrow,

but he never realizes those eyes seeing him as a hero.

kopi-pasta

;ppp

You know why?

Those who walked out of the school era with flying colours,

Often, mostly will end up in medical school.

A prestigious, glorious, glamorous field of study among those who excel.

One of the top choices.

Now and then,

we, medical student often complain,

"medicine is tough~"

then we say,

"pening la~ tak faham~ malas la study~zzzz"

and so we tell our juniors,

"nak ambil medic? adik kena prepare physical, mental & spiritual. sebab medic ni susah!"

And then the whines keep on going,

We get exhausted.

Feeling so down.

Thinking of giving up.

Starts questioning & blaming,

Why medicine is so damn hard?

Yes, medicine is HARD.

You know why?

لَقَدۡ خَلَقۡنَا ٱلۡإِنسَـٰنَ فِىٓ أَحۡسَنِ تَقۡوِيمٍ۬

We have certainly created man in the best of stature.

(At-Tin : 4)

Because you're studying Allah's BEST creation.

Now thank Allah for choosing you to dive into one of His greatest miracle.

الحمد لله

=)

Worn Out

A bright day,
yet you see it gloom.
The embracing warmth,
but you feel it froze.

You walk the day within shadow,
Trying hard to carve a smile,
But every attempt seems to be so hard,
everything is frozen.

You make excuses,
Mental block,
And so,
Your mind claims for an unwell body,
but the body blame over the exhausted soul.
And so both have shattered apart,
but no one realize,
it is the Iman that exhausts.

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Love hurt?
Macam kentut, nak lepaskan segan, bila tahan lama2 sakit perut.
huahuahua!
*masuk air*

Dark

We stroll down our path,

and often we are devoured by the darkness.

We are so lost within,

Some are engulfed forever,

Whilst some have found the light,

Escaping this dark hole of life.

Yet,

even we're freed from those shades,

These bright days ahead doesn't always shines,

Somehow, overcast,

by the shadows of our darkest side of life.

Because we once lived in our darkest days.

ٱللَّهُ وَلِىُّ ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ يُخۡرِجُهُم مِّنَ ٱلظُّلُمَـٰتِ إِلَى ٱلنُّورِ‌ۖ

وَٱلَّذِينَ كَفَرُوٓاْ أَوۡلِيَآؤُهُمُ ٱلطَّـٰغُوتُ يُخۡرِجُونَهُم مِّنَ ٱلنُّورِ إِلَى ٱلظُّلُمَـٰتِ‌ۗ

أُوْلَـٰٓٮِٕكَ أَصۡحَـٰبُ ٱلنَّارِ‌ۖ هُمۡ فِيہَا خَـٰلِدُونَ

Allah is the ally of those who believe.

He brings them out from darknesses into the light.

And those who disbelieve - their allies are Taghut.

They take them out of the light into darknesses.

Those are the companions of the Fire; they will abide eternally therein.

(Al-Baqarah : 257)

Our Week.

A great quote found here.

So, let's share it.

Without Allah,

Our week would be :

Sinday

Mournday

Tearsday

Wasteday

Thirstday

Fightday

Shatterday

So~

Seven days without Allah

makes one weak!

رَبَّنَا لَا تُزِغۡ قُلُوبَنَا بَعۡدَ إِذۡ هَدَيۡتَنَا وَهَبۡ لَنَا مِن لَّدُنكَ رَحۡمَةً‌ۚ

إِنَّكَ أَنتَ ٱلۡوَهَّابُ

Our Lord, let not our hearts deviate after You have guided us and grant us from Yourself mercy.

Indeed, You are the Bestower.

['Ali Imran : 8]

Stolen

This possession of me,

So precious that it is stolen,

Perhaps accidentally taken,

yet I wish it will be kept forever,

because it is meant to be yours.

Lease

One day,

I will stand alone in the midst of this ageing world,

carrying none with me,

Having this frail hands hold to nothingness,

No longer shouldering those golds gallantly,

Those words that enlighten shall loss their shines.

Nor even a pair of magical legs that fly me to the sky.

Despair, definitely I will be.

But I shall let it be,

Don't mind it.

Because those were never meant to be mine.

Even every seconds of standing here up till now,

Is nothing more than just a lease.

Yes,

Everything is borrowed.

I possess nothing.

Winter.

Every blow of wind pierces deep into this bone.

And every single pain stings out of this bone

will be the memories of every single swing made.

And every words written on yellow, shall warm me and never fade.

Keeping me strong,

Always.

*no snow here in egypt. just winter mood.*

:P

Master

The moment you wield a sword master's blade

doesn't make you the master of sword dance.

While you call yourself a knight in the middle of crowd,

but you never know how to sheathe your blade,

you gain nothing but vain.

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You can simply call yourself superior than others because you're using superb equipment,

but you can't even master the basic equipments.

Careful~

xD

hmm~ steamboat~~ <3

Value.

One day

that I would just sit around,

lowering my head,

as if I would only be here,

forever.

Yet one day,

eventually I shall rise up,

And stand again looking forth,

As I will walk ahead,

Carrying my pride.