Exam Scenario

Dewan exam - dapat kertas soalan

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Oh, soalan ni. familiar. bagus, soalan pass year keluar. 

*Alhamdulillah*

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*mula draft-jawab*

*samar*

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Mula menggoreng.

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Gorengan lancar. Betul nih, yakin. 

Bila check balik jawapan:

bzzzzzztttt

Bound & Forgotten

You who have thrown me,

deep into the vast uncertainty,

casting your guilty look away,

hiding the truth written there in your eyes.

Fallen into the depth,

alone seems I would be,

With every length of this arm would wave,

across the vast blue horizon,

With every thousands word I would call upon,

crossing over the wings of time,

With every miles I chase after you,

shedding these crimson dew of essence,

They seemed to be embracing you,

But you tell the world none of their presence,

You deny their mere existence,

You reminisce every seconds of those moments,

yet you recite them as the forgotten tales.

I wish that the world could hear me,

simply through you,

but it seems to be far away from an ease,

till this oath we made shall come to its end.

Star.

I have been lounging within these days,

alone in this vast windy field of grains,

Searching for ways devoured by the darks,

Of a young barn owl & his endless emprise.

Till the moment I realized,

of every glaze up into the night sky,

I see you beyond the horizons high up there,

as gold dust scattered over the darkest cerulean.

Shines as if the night could never devour,

Carving the faith deep within ; 

You are mightier than these eyes could ever whisper.

Coveting fragments of dream,

To fly up beyond the yonder.

And I have been flying high up into the sky,

Passing through those cloud of the nights,

Admiring to reach upon you,

Even if these wings shall no longer have mights.

Every fall should I accept,

And high up there shall I be,

I have yet to reach you,

Does the distance between us grow greater?

Reaching upon the Star,

will I ever be?

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Yourself without Yourself

If you go the Way, they will open the Way to you.

And if you become nothing, you'll be led to real being.

And if you will be humble, the universe will not contain you,

and you will be shown yourself, without yourself.

[From The Rumi Daybook]