Sunday, October 16, 2011

Our Call




When we say..

O'Allah, I'm in pain
Allah says: "Do not despair of the mercy of Allah ."
[Az-Zumar :53]

O' Allah, nobody knows what is in my heart,
Allah says: "Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest ."
[Ar-Ra'd : 28]

O' Allah, many people hurt me
Allah says: "So pardon them and ask forgiveness for them"
['Ali-Imran :159]

O' Allah, I feel I'm alone
Allah says: "We are closer to him than [his] jugular vein"
[Qaf :16]

O' Allah, My sins are so many
Allah says: "and who can forgive sins except Allah? "
['Ali-Imran :135]

O' Allah, do not leave me
Allah says: "So remember Me; I will remember you.."
[Al-Baqarah :152]

O' Allah, I'm facing a lot of difficulties in life
Allah says: "and whoever fears Allah – He will make for him a way out"
[At-Talaq : 2]

O' Allah I need hope
Allah says: "Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease."
[Ash-Sharh : 6]

Oh Allah, I have many dreams that I want to come true
Allah says: "Call upon Me; I will respond to you."
[Ghafir : 60]

"So which of the favors of your Lord would you deny?"
(Surah Ar-Rahman:75)

[c/p]


My Bro's work after 'entrusting' him with my DSLR
Great Shot. So, pinjam jap. mwahaha!

Friday, October 14, 2011

.


Sometimes, there are things that should be remained untold.
Silent,
till the time has come.

And why do I ask?
Because I care.

Brain utilizes glucose as source of energy.
So sweet things give you some power to use your head.
But not excessive sweet. ;pp

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Ultraman



A 5 year old boy stood still,
by his friend, who was bragging around with his new Ultraman action figure.
His eyes rolled, tailing the new hot toy of the age, as the other boy moved it around,
as if the Ultraman really fly.

And the boy went back home.
Carrying hope deep within his little heart of a young boy,
of if he could ask one from his mom.

"I thought I just bought you that Masked Rider the other day, consider it as enough for the time being. Mama has no money to please every of your wishes. "



Disappointed.
Yet he was determined. Somehow.
As he knew he could still have some glimpse of chance,
to enlighten his hope.

The sound of closing door caught his attention.
He was actually waiting for the sound.
For his Dad actually, from the very beginning.
And he approached his exhausted-looking dad,
delightedly telling his wish of hope. Ultraman.

But the father was giving no answer.
Just a little pat on the head and he went ahead.
A tiny bit of dismay knocked into the boy's heart.
Yet the boy was far convinced by a thought of his father was too tired from his work.
Went out as early as the cockcrow, returned home as the night crawled in.

So he waited for tomorrow, to try his luck.
but then again, it was nothing to bright up his wish. Negative.

And nothing the boy had gained from day to day..
till one moment came, finally a respond.

"You have your Masked Rider already, what's the different? They're just simply the same. Action figures."

But the yield was no disparate from the other attempts.
And finally those glimpse of chance were devoured,
by the lurking despair,
turning this pure wish of a young child into nothing but vanity.
Nothing.. only forlornness filled his small heart.

One night of the boy was awakened.
Vaguely.
Alone in the dark room, yet enlightened by some beam of dim light from the staircase.
Sleepiness was still there, but it never stop his sadness.
Suddenly some footsteps had broken the silence of the midnights.
But the young one could already confirmed his guess, it was his Dad.
The one who turned down his wish. Down into the vain.

The boy pulled the blanket around him, pretending to asleep as his Dad appeared in front of the boy's room, with its door was left half opened.
But the father didn't continue his steps ahead to the master bedroom.
Somehow he could felt the presence of the awoken sulking child.
The young boy kept his eyes upon his Dad, but from inside the fluffy blanket.
They had an eye contact, but neither of them were aware of this.

The worn-out man took something from his pocket.
A medium sized box, and he threw it gently.
The box flew into the air and dropped just upon the small space of the blanket,
where the boy peeked at his Dad.
The father entered his room, leaving everything behind while the boy was drown in the depth of curiosity.

Reaching the box slowly, carefully, as his eyes started to focus upon the box, bit by bit.
But he could never believe what his eyes had told,
as his logic kept on screaming it was a just dream while his heart whispering the happiness, signifying the reality of what his senses had felt.
And he fell back into his slumber,was enlightened with a serene smile,
as his heart continued to whisper...

"Thank You Dad.."


END
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Selamat Hari Bapa.
Walaupun sepatutnya tiap2 hari ialah hari bapa.

:3

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Choice.






Put it simply as :

"To say it

or


not to say it."


Simple yet needs quite a thorough brainstorm.
If you seek for 'perfect' outcome, of course.

You could just rush all your way simply,
without considering your Strength,
Your Weakness,
Your Opportunity,
The Risks you might face,
and blindly Decide.

So the outcome would rather be complex instead of simple
as what you wished for.

after all,
Simplicity would never appear
till you figure out the ways to simplify things.
Look around yourself.
Then decide.

That's how life is all about.

فَإِنَّ مَعَ ٱلۡعُسۡرِ يُسۡرًا (٥) إِنَّ مَعَ ٱلۡعُسۡرِ يُسۡرً۬ا (٦) فَإِذَا فَرَغۡتَ فَٱنصَبۡ (٧) وَإِلَىٰ رَبِّكَ فَٱرۡغَب (٨)


For indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.
Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.So when you have finished [your duties], then stand up [for worship]. And to your Lord direct [your] longing

Ash-Sharh : 5-8

Monday, May 23, 2011

totally.



nothing.
it wasn't a plan,
conspiracy?
neither intentionally.

it was a COINCIDENCE.
totally.
a big one.
@_____@



Friday, May 6, 2011

enlighten


of the path I have chosen.
all these miles I have walked on,
that goes through as the time flies.
I could just look away upon them.

yes,
those are what I left behind.
the moments,
of shall I look upon them with emptiness,
and go forth without even a lesson,
wouldn't they shall turn into nothingness?

or should I seek upon these pieces,
of the shattered doings,
grasping these mistakes and wrong turns made,
hoping they shall not lead me any astray,
as this desirous path is still an endless way.

and yet,
I shall turn away not,
as regret was never answer,
Stepping forth faster,
to touch and feel this dream,
shining after my eyes ahead,
yes,
the covetous end,
that shall enlighten me till the very end.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

terfikir



Halt.
For all the sudden,
I wonder,
keep on wondering,
within this very short moment,

For what reason did this blog was created?
No post for months.
Left forgotten.
Cruel.


well, something for the owner to ponder.
for awhile.
I guess.
:3

Do you write often?
I used to write often,
ah yes,
of those time back then,
Dictionaries & thesaurus,
they were my closest buddy.

Nerd.